It is the Beauty which I have encountered within you which my adoration yearns to be with throughout every hour of my existence, for such was simply the only aspect of yourself which was really ever presented to me at first. I would be longing for you regardless of what I might have found to have been the outer manifestation of your being, even if I had come to realize that your divinity had been encased within the shell of a beast, too horrid for none but lepers or Saints to set eyes upon.
Yet, I have discovered instead, so long after the confirmation of the deepest of my affections for this wonderful Spirit which resides within you, that you have been truly bestowed the Loveliness of a Goddess of Heaven, nothing less than the magnificent, graceful presence so deserving to one who has held so much intangible power over me, transforming my every error and delusion in this life into nothing but a calm, auspicious motivating influence, with the fortitude to alter the vilest of all my former inclinations through even the faintest sound of your quiet, gentle voice speaking a few simple words to me.
While I long to spend every cherished moment with your inner being, not merely to speak of but to enter into practice the highest ideals of what it would appear we have both been in search of for so long with another, I do so find your comeliness to be such an amulet for me, casting its spell over my Soul and sending me in my reverie through the portals of a state virtually indistinguishable to a Bliss described in any poem or Sutra one might choose.
I cannot conceal myself to you, My Friend, this is all becoming too much: I must open the gates to this Muse and allow you to bear witness to the splendour and majesty of what I hold and feel within my heart, within this poesy of my imagination...
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